What a great shot. So friendly and nice.

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My honey took it!

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"Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

It's wonderful!!

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You're so lovely

your face really glows, and the fact that it looks so candid makes it even more impressive


if one of my friends just snapped a picture of me like that, i would look terrible

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What a wonderful and sweet thing to say. Thank you.

Kelly **Know that your anger, your hurt, and your pain are exactly what you should feel at this moment for your friend. Grief comes in waves, in stages, and you will have to embrace them, own them, wear them, and work your way through each of them. It takes time... sometimes months, even years, but you will make it through this. You have to. He lives on in you, in the memories of him that only you have, he lives in your heart. ** I lost my niece to Leukemia 9 months ago... You're going to be fine. Just remember to take baby steps and be easy on yourself. ** Reba (txsappho)

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"Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

I remember her...i cried for a week straight when she died, even though i didn't know her personally


it hurts because i'll think i'm ok, then it will start to hurt again...i want to go back into the past and live it over again so i can do it right this time


i keep thinking that there might not be an afterlife, and maybe i won't see him again ..
it is getting easier, but that's because i'm going emotionally numb and i can't stop it...i want to be strong but i feel like i'm just dying inside (as cliche as that may sound)

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~ballerinas

I'm sitting here nodding my head to every sentence you wrote. It won't help for me to tell you that everything is going to be OK and that in time it gets easier because you won't believe me anyway... you can't when you're hurting that much... but it does get easier and it will be ok when you work your way through it. You are grieving and yes, in a way it is like you are dying inside. A part of your life is... Your life just split into BEFORE he died and AFTER and you're still in the void the silence between them made. Remember to talk even if it is just to yourself on paper, create, dance, be nice to yourself, quit beating yourself up for something you couldn't control then and sure as hell can't control now. What is IS. What happens now is what you make of it. Right? This is where you pick up and begin celebrating his life, not mourning his ending and the loss of time for "what could have been". We don't know each other and if I have overstepped my boundaries here I apologize. Sometimes it takes a stranger to help more than those around us. You are far stronger than you are giving yourself credit for.

I have my beliefs about life, death, and what is beyond and they may or may not coincide with yours. Leaving religion out of this though, think of it more like this... He hasn't truly left. If he is still in your heart, in your memories and if you just swear that sometimes he is right THERE then maybe he is... If you keep him close to you then he can never really leave you.

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"Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

not at all, i know what you mean.. ...
and it does get easier, but it has really been an eye opener, not just to how much the people around me mean to me, but to how much suicide hurts those around you..

i hear someone complaining about how bad their life is, and i just about yell at them telling them no matter how bad things get, life keeps going on

one of the best pieces of advice i got was from a rape victim, when she told me "The will to live is stronger than the will to die."

i always thought if i lost him, i would have to commit suicide and that would be it...but i'm finally seeing what she meant...life is meant to go on

thank you for all your kind words

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~ballerinas

beautiful face, pretty smile