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Its been a long road...

Sat Apr 5, 2008, 11:21 PM
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Its been nearly 4 years now since Erika's AML diagnosis, 3 years since her death, 2 years since my father died... A double whammy of grief that I was certain would kill me.... yes, a very long road indeed and I think I am finding my way back home.

Along the way I've lost some friends and discovered new ones. I've found strength I never knew I had and despair that I thought would consume me forever. My life, my family, my priorities, my photography, and my relationships have morphed and shifted to a new plain. I'm sad to say that my time here on DA was affected but I just couldn't get involved. My pain was too much.

When Erika got sick my photography bloomed in earnest. As if by photographing everything I would keep that part of her with me always. Then after my Dad passed away I had no desire really to pick up my camera and do much of anything. My Mustang became the new focus. It was the last one he ever saw and I began showing it last year - in July - in his honor.

Now, I'm involved with the Mustang Club of America and the local chapter, North Texas Mustang Club. I'm the newsletter editor and one of the photographers for them. We're very active with the shows and now own two Mustangs (Undercover-Archangel has one now too!). But I want to make more time for my photography.

I can't guarantee I'll be on here much but I'll try to be here more than I have been. I'll even try to post a few pieces for you. :)

Hope to talk to you soon!
Reba

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:iconxpicturesque:
it's nice to see you around even if you can't make it too often. with college and everything, I certainly do not have tons of time either, but it's good to know people here still care. hope things are well! :)

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Thank you! That was very kind!

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I think of you from time to time. I always wish you well. I remain thankful for the health of those in my life and I have learned from you how to treasure the moments we have and to celebrate the passing of those we love most. :hug:

Good luck with your mustang. I love horses, always wished I were able to show one. Maybe in a few years!

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Reba,

It's been a LONG time. I live in Los Angeles now and, despite my inactivity here, i'm still shooting regularly.

I was in thought earlier today about Erika and my other friend Chip who had been killed shortly before Erika's passing.

I miss them both SO much..but they're alive in my heart.

Chip was a hairdresser and had met Erika a few times. I know they're undoubtedly playing around with photoshoots up there every day. I'm looking forward to being reunited with them one day. What a day THAT will be!

Blessings to you,

Derek

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Thank you Derek! :wave:

It is great to hear from you! I will try to be here more but if not know that I think of you and all of Erika's friends here often.

I hope LA is treating you well. Shoot with passion and your heart and the world will see it.

Take care!
Reba

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Thank you for the kind words. :) I do miss everyone here and wonder how they are getting along in their lives. I hope you are well and that your family is as well.

As for the horses, I love them too but in this case I'm afraid mine is shod with tires rather than horseshoes. ;) It is a Ford Mustang. Its a nice little sports car and I enjoy it immensely. :)

Take care!
Reba

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:icontxsappho:
I love your tag line... I hope you don't mind if I borrow it. :D It fits my life and my family so well. :)

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i do not mind at all!

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